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About Priya | Priya Jaiswal

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I know you are staring at her. Admiring the beauty of her face, mesmerised by this glow of her skin. Yes, her skin, her beauty, her face, these are why you were staring right? She has it, she fault it and she's proud of it. But these aren't the only reason why she's in front of this camera. She remembers her face when puberty hit her and I bet you would think twice before staring at her back then. From those days till now the most important reason she can face the camera is her confidence and her inner belief that she's no less rather she's a bit more. She had this feeling for ages that she's not good enough and no matter how harsh the truth is she'll have to live with it. She believed that she doesn't have that "thing" in her. Something is missing in her which every other person have, which makes them special, unique, happy and don't know what else? Later she realised that it's just a feeling. It is just a stupid feeling and feelings fucking change!

So either she'll have to live with this awful feeling or change it and fortunately, she went for the second option and her life started changing soon after she made her mind. Do you think it's easy? I must tell you it is not, rather it was more difficult than that awful feeling but she found peace, she was happy. She even started enjoying fighting against all the odds. There were numerous incidents which made her feel she ain't worth it. She felt she was just wasting her time and will end up making a fool of herself. But as I said before feelings change and it will sooner or later. The people she felt for, she trusted, rather she craved for barely gave a shit about her. Did that stop her? Well NO because slowly she started to know her own worth, her capabilities, her goals. Remember, once you are in this phase you have earned it and it's just the beginning of your story but the ending depends on you.

You have to realise that there are billions of people in the world in which millions are actually good people. In those millions of good people, there have to be a handful of them who will selflessly care about you. Trust me you will slowly start discovering yourself around them, it just requires patience and some time. We all face different issues. We all face the inferiority complex. We all are not confident about certain things. Yet we overcome our fears and look forward to the brighter side of life. We start walking the path, we find happiness, we even find a good company. She enjoys life like a party and nobody leaves a good party.




 
 
 
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