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The suburbs where getting darker by minute and the lane seemed abandoned , I kept walking alone . The usual habbit of popping back to memories while I was alone haven't got out of me even after all these years , well what else to do on way back home after a long tiering day . I wish he was right here so I could just run into him arms and complaint about my subtile boring day and the my stressful work life , but it ain't gonna happen he isn't here and I'm all alone living far away with unpleasant yet reliable life . And as I kept walking I could see the clouds drift away and the sky being bright , bright and loveable as in the days of my life before I ended up in this beautiful city all alone. These night walks could have been better if I had those hands to hold on I miss the warmth , I miss the feeling of being high with him and I still loose myself thinking about us even after all these years feeling of being in love for the first time hasn't changed yet. Finally I've reached end of the line and now I've to cook for myself eat for myself and fall into not so dreamy sleep . And as open the door , the same hall dim as it always was and my well organised ledge and thought to myself " how long had it been since you've read something with whole heart?" I just zapped that thought cause it might get me depressed and as I pooped into the shower to wash away all those sobber that has latched onto me from the day I heard something crankiling from my kitchen, at first I ignored it cause "luna" has a habbit of falling over things but then I heard her barking loudly, now that's unusual. I walked out of the shower and wrapped my bath robes and went to the kitchen ,the lights where on , now that's scary and when I was about to turn someone grabbed me from behind , I got chills on my veins and when I stumbled to move and fight, I looked upon those hands and they seemed familiar , my eyes got all wet and I stopped struggling . He tucked my wet hair behind my ear and gave me a soothing kiss the one I've been longing for months I turned around and latched to his chest and finally I was standing there in the middle of night and all those misserable facts just got out of my mind . It's been hard for us moving away and not being seeing eachother for the past months but I never thought he would come all this way . " Long tiering day huh?" He asked with a smile . I leaned on , kissed him and I think I was crying at the same time. But it felt so good , so real . He pulled me closer, kissed me deeper and said " it's ok , even I was all desperate without you" he lifted me up as if a little pup and I held on my arms wrapped around his neck . I felt the warmth of being in his arms again ,I felt happier than ever, and slowly I slept , into a dreamy beautiful sleep just like old times and he held on to me and slowly kissed me as I slept on his arms.